pose for the camera :]

The brand new me.

2010-09-11T17:05:00.002+08:00

So, finally got back to blogger after spending most of my time on livejournal. So recently, N levels have just started and three papers are finally done. Now I'm left with FnN, Math, Chem, Bio and Lit. Major papers are the worst. Best of luck to me! Everything have been going well and pleasant. So 2010 is about to end in a few months already and today is September 11th. the saddest day and the world and not I'm bored to death all alone. Redone my blog skin hopefully its nice. Okay will stop here now and update when I have the time.

Chantel reika kaylee goh has died inside/.

2010-07-26T17:08:00.003+08:00

Wow it's been long since I post up here. So now recently, I have been going through a lot of pain and suffering about studies and my health. The upcoming N level has made my whole class dead and it is hell everyday. It really sucks and to think that all of us are expected to get through to Secondary 5 and passing English, Math and best 3 subjects. Do you know how hard it is to pass MATH!!! Omg I am damn scared about this. Everyday the fear of it is gaining. So in the mids of preparing for N level we have to stay back till 5.15 everyday just so we can study but seriously it is so not productive. But now I kinda give up a bit cause of all the worries and problems within me which not much people know. I really want to do well but I am scared, afraid, sad, terrified. I don't know what to do anymore. Save me !! :( I wish everything will just go pass as soon and everything will work out just fine. I've been listening to a lot of sad song and a lot of happy videos so that my mood won't be that bad. I am not myself anymore, I don't know who I am and what I've become. I don't even bother to study for any of my exams now. I need to have the drive to succeed. Help me, Help me, Help me, Help me !!!!!!!!!

2010-05-29T14:08:00.002+08:00

I'm a happy person now. I am glad you all are in my life may we never face that kind of mistake again. HAHA anyways change my blogskin again. Love this one more than any others I put up. So school just ended and into holidays !! But have to go back to school next week for structured lessons to prepare for 'N' Levels "scared". Working hard now, trying to get things into my head. I seriously need help for MATH !!!! Why must you be so hard and confusing. I have nothing else to say. Living life to the fullest. I'm bored now, how I wish I'm out now. Okay shall stop here maybe I will do my holiday homework to pass time.

goodbye/.

2010-05-16T17:46:00.003+08:00

We have been friends since secondary 1 and I don't want everything to end like that. After a few days of thinking, I think that all the unhappiness was caused by me. I was wrong for everything I did. But I was too afraid of losing you just like that. Since secondary 2 we fought and secondary 3 we were fine. Soon after they just barge into our life and take you away like it was a gift from me. I didn't like that but you don't understand. I know life is about everyone else and not only us, but you don't understand the feeling I have inside. They want sooooo much of your attention. When we fight I have this feeling that they are celebrating at home. They seem to be out breaking us apart. Maybe my feeling is wrong, but this is how I feel. If you can't accept that, then I don't think anything would work out now. So is everyone else, I would rather go away than risking everyone to be unhappy. So with this note I end my life with you all around. I don;t want you all to suffer just because of me.

Farewell to you my friends, I love you.

sorry/.

2010-05-15T21:00:00.002+08:00

Omg it's been so long since I updated my blog, didn't really have the mood to. So these few days have been rather difficult because of some problems in school adding up with MYE but it just ended last Thursday. So this term, I'm not confident in passing my MYE well because of the things in my mind. I feel really stupid that I can't even hold on to my friends, from one to the other it is just painful when they just leave like that. I have experienced too much until I can't take it anymore. I hate how everyone of us is drifting apart because of me and my useless mouth which doesn't talk much. Anyway I'm glad to have known all of you and I'm sorry for blaming the others for stealing them but I'm just afraid and apparently you don't understand how I feel when it happens again. Since everyone is so unhappy because of me. I shall take my leave so you all will be happy again.

I am glad to have known you and please know ILOVEYOU.

2010-02-26T17:12:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH, FEEL DAMN F*CKED UP NOW!

Why do you have to make things so hard for me. I

am trying to do my best here to get you all involve

but you all are not even trying. Do you f*cking know

it is disrespectful. I thinking for you all do you know

that?!??!?!?!?!?! What am I f*cking supposed to do

now. IGNORE EVERYTHING!!!!! EVERYONE IS

F*CKING GOING TO BE HERE DO YOU KNOW

THAT!!!! gosh please have some respect!

(should i even invite you all? i think i've made

a wrong decision. its all my fault!)

2010-02-07T21:45:00.004+08:00

If friends were that important in life,

why am I missing out so much?

Without this love and care can I actually

live on by myself?

Does everyone really need a friend to

depend on, if it is so I think I am a

failure in my friendship.

2010-02-07T18:40:00.003+08:00

I hope my heart didn't have to hurt like that.

It feels like its being pierced through my heart

with the blood bleeding non stop.

Who can help me stop this heartache in my heart?

It hurts so badly until I can't breathe anymore.

2010-01-29T16:19:00.007+08:00

YAY!! Its the end of the week again. Like finally! Have to finish my FnN coursework and its

taking damn long. Who wants to help me? HAHAA. I'm to tired to even think of how to do

task analysis. OMG this year is like so short and I'm damn scared for 'N' level. What if I fail?

How will I be able to face my parents. OMG this is stressing me out. It is just to much to

think about. HAHHA

Going out with ANNE tomorrow to shop a little for chinese new year. And later at night I'm

going for her cousin b'day party just cause I don't want to be home because of my mom and

my sister. They are being such a B*TCH that's why so I will accompany her. I know it will be

damn awkward. I shall see how tomorrow.

OKAY I NEED TO DO MY FnN SO I SHALL STOP HERE BLOG SOME OTHER DAY!!!!!

2010-01-22T18:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSHA!

May all your wish come true and have a happy day kay?

Must be happy and get well soon with the head problems

of yours..loveyou manymany...

CHANTEL! Love the present kay! HAHAA.

2010-01-11T18:35:00.003+08:00

Its already the second week in school and this will be the first post of the year 2010. This year is super stress, the major 'N' level exam and the added stress from school and the class. Seems that now, I have nothing to post anymore. First week of school, the work is already flooding my time but from wednesday to friday there will be no lesson haha at least there is three days to stop studying. My sister also just got her 'O' level result but i still don't know anything, how sad she never even tell me. These few days don't know why but just feel like crying for no reason, i think it would be better if i did. I seriously hope things will get better...

2009-12-31T20:50:00.002+08:00

A new year, a new beginning. And to my friends, we may have our ups and down but through it all, I'm glad I have you all through the past year. Its been fun in 2009 and now in 2010 we can make our friendship stronger. I know I have been quiet and sometimes not talk when we go out or in school but sometimes its hard for me to open up and I hate myself for that reason also. Its so torturing to know that I could actually talk but I can't bring myself to it. Its so sad. When I'm in cruise, you guys have no idea how demoralized I feel because of this, I hope you guys understand cause its killing me inside. No matter, hope we can make through another year together as friends and mostly get through N level together and do our O's together. I love you my friends and may we have happy year in 2010.

With many love,, Chantel<3>

ON HIATUS FOR 6 DAYS

2009-12-19T19:59:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna be gone for 6 days starting Monday cause I will be leaving for the royal Caribbean cruise, so excited. Recently just went out with anne and my cousin, had fun with each of them. Will be leaving on Monday at 11 am in the morning to check in to the cruise cause when I come back on Saturday, it is at 7 am in the morning as well. I have yet to do my holiday homework so when I come back I have to completely rush through it before school reopens in one week. Feeling so tired lately..want to sleep but I can't.

2009-12-02T18:08:00.003+08:00

Is it worth holding on to this friendship? Or should I just let them go?

Through the days and nights, how we try to save the friendship we have now is hard. Are we still considered friends? We do not talk to each other, do not hang out like we use to and we do not enjoy the time we spent together. At first there was some misunderstanding, but now, we just don't talk. I always wonder, how can others keep up their friendship but I can't. Is it because of me? Did I do something wrong? I'm always giving in to my friends, everything is up to them, as long as their happy so will I. But is that right? First I think that I could not match up to their study standards then I feel that they are unhappy because of me. I seriously don't know. I have regret during sec 2 that we had some misunderstanding, but we talk it through but now, it seems like we're living in our own world with no such thing as friends.

2009-11-29T20:17:00.001+08:00

We ignore the ones who adore us, adore the ones who
ignore us, love the ones who hurt us and hurt the ones who love us.

2009-11-26T14:01:00.003+08:00

WHAT THE F***! Could you believe that I have a sister that threaten me when I make her angry or do something wrong. Just found out from my parents that we will be going to the cruise with my childhood friends but I don't feel so excited because of what my sister just said to me. Like who have a sister that threaten you to get what she want. OMG this sucks to the core...first not excited that I got my camera and now, not excited that I'm going on a 6 days cruise. My sister completely ruined everything in my life. Just because I did something wrong she use all that reason against me. And of you know me, you should know what I mean.
Anyway today's my grandmother birthday and Jannah's birthday also. Didn't know that she have the same birthday as my grandmother hahaa. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU BOTH, love you always.

2009-11-25T19:14:00.002+08:00

AHAHAHHAHAA super excited now. My mom just told me that my family may go on the caribbean cruise during December 21-26, but I can't comfirm yet cause have to see if have space. Going as a group with all my childhood friends again and some of my mother ex school mates. OMG this just make my mood went up. But I haven't started on my homework..haha.

2009-11-23T22:07:00.001+08:00

Don't feel at all happy after I get the camera, I wanted for so long.

2009-11-22T18:37:00.006+08:00

AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA, I finally got my long a waited NIKON D90 CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT! I don't know whether to be happy...its like the feeling is really weird. Never felt like this before, happy of having something you waited for so long but sad cause of some other reason. I really hope things will get better. Anyway bought my camera at IT fair and my parents bought 2 laptops and 1 dest top computer and its touch screen moniter!!! HAHAA so cool but got some problem so have to wait for 1 week before we can use. Will end here now, do not really have the mood to blog.

2009-11-18T16:55:00.002+08:00

Feeling worst day by day, hard to handle anything that's on my mind. Its been almost 2 weeks since we talked and I actually feel fine about that. Trying to make myself feel better is super hard. Lying to myself all day thinking that everything would be fine but I was willing to let go of the past how you actually treated me last time but you can't seem to let go your's. The only way to be happy is to let go of all the past, I did that but did you? Just seeing you hanging out with your own friends and that face when you are happier with them make me feel that we arem't that important to you anymore. We are just friends in school that you can talk to. You don't tell us your feelings inside and you want us to share everything together, but do you actually undertand? Tried to help you in every way possible but do you notice that? I have nothing else to say. Locking myself at home and not going out is really painful cause with all the quietness at home, my mind will keep thinking of unhappy things. To hide myself from the outside world, will help me get better? Who knows?

Existing in a world of sorrow

2009-11-13T20:29:00.003+08:00

"No on will understand how I feel"

Everyday is like a living hell, facing the four walls of silence which no on could ever understand. How I wish all this could stop. Now, I don't even dare to step out of the house, imagine how bad is that. How I wish I could talk to someone now but I'm avoiding the world of disappointment and regret. Slowly walking into the steps of heaven, where relieve is all around. Going into sleep with an empty mind where dreams do not exist. Only me alone. End.

It's too upsetting.

2009-11-13T00:01:00.004+08:00

Home is feeling more distant than i thought. Each day it's getting colder and colder with no light, no sound and no one. The only thing you can actually hear is the silence. the world I'm in is getting darker and darker. Just sitting in the living room with my sister and the silence of the house is rather lonely. No one to talk to, no one to turn to. Keeping all contacts away from me. My mom is now living in her own world, talking to her friends, laughing like some mad dog which is really bothersome to me. My father is always home late if not he's never home, my sister just treats me like some piece of shit. With all the things that is happening at home, really tires me out sometimes. Want to go out but have no courage, all I can do is stay at home living in my own world. No one understands, no one cares. Slowly falling into a deep black whole with just darkness as my companion.

For what I've done, I'M SORRY

2009-11-10T14:21:00.003+08:00

Days, weeks, months, years. All the time passes so quickly, from the day we were born and now nearing graduation in two years. All we have been through may it be friendship or regrets have all passed. Through the years, I have regretted many things and one of it is making you my friends feel bad or the way i acted. I feel like i don't have the face to see you all, to me it is such a disappointment for me to kinda feel how you guys think about me. I really hate myself for acting that way. I may be still figuring out what I did wrong but one thing I know is that I am extremely sorry if i did anything wrong. To see that both of you are so upset makes me really sad and I don't know what to do to cheer you guys up. I am not a person who can cheer people up that easily. When you guys are upset you don't even tell me, what am I for. We go through thick and thin together but I will never understand you.

I'M SORRY

2009-11-09T20:21:00.003+08:00

Have been troubling with the same thing again. Trying to save a friendship of three is really difficult, you might not know when the other person feels neglected when you're with the other person. I seriously don't know what to do, this has been going on too long, we all want the best for each other and everytime we try to get together some one will always be very quiet and all will be very boring. I will be MIA for awhile just want to adjust my feelings and concentrate on my studies don't want to think too much about other stuff. But I wish well to everyone mostly my oh so awesome friends. If I did wrong in any way please tell me but for now I think everyone needs their space so see you soon. No matter whats go wrong, please know I will be there for you guys don't think anything negative but now we all need our time alone so will not really be in contact for now. If there is anything important just tag me but my phone will not be on.

2009-11-09T19:13:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since i've updated my blog. Anyway nothing much happen these days, really have nothing to blog about now. But went out with anne and kohkoh from suntec to town again. Walked around for a few hours and i finally i pierced my ear again. So also went to muji to buy some stationery then walk for a while more and suddenly felt really tired. So decided to go home, trained back to suntec so i can take a straight bus home. Said goodbye to kohkoh and headed to the bus stop. On the way there anne went to buy her sweater from fox and we had to walk one big round cause the convention hall is closed for the APEC meeting. Went home after that, reached home slept for awhile once i reach home. Today changed my blog skin again cause i prefered another one but it was dificult to but the things in so decided to use this instead maybe i will change it again, depends. Have been really broke these few days but its okay shall save up during the holidays. Have a lot of revising to do mostly when next year i'm having my N levels. OMG my father is going to get for me the long waited Nikon D90 when the IT fair opens again , seriously can't wait HAHAHAA so happy.

2009-10-28T16:06:00.002+08:00

Heyhey..
Today went to NYP to look around the school and was given a talk about poly admission. Now i'm really scared that i will not be able to make it to poly, just thinking about it is so scary. If i can't get into poly i'm going la salle to study. Had lots of laughs there, have no idea why but we just keep laughing. So sad kohkoh didn't come to school, walk around the school and was introduced to some of the courses there. Tomorrow i don't think i'm going to school, there is nothing to do there, all we do is play games and have some class like ss and fnn. As for yesterday, we went to chijmes to look back on our school history and look around the place, was quite boring but took lots of pictures. Can't wait, friday going to collect result to see if we can be promoted to sec 4 and i pass 5 subjects i think haha not so sure yet but that is what my teacher told me. Have been watching the downtown batsu game on youtube and was laughing like hell everyday since but got very tired cause have been slepping late these few days. Anyway i'm going to stop here cause there is nothing else to write.

2009-10-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday
Was supposed to go out with anne yesterday but end up staying at home cause my dad did not give me any money. Was such a depressing day yesterday, don't know why but cried like shit yesterday not because of friends but something else. So didn't have money and there was no food at home so starved myself until someone came home which is like 4 plus 5. Lock myself in my grandfather room and freeze myself cause his air-con is really cold but very nice haha. My dad came home around 4 plus for no reason and gave me money but it was already to late to go out so stayed home the whole day.

Today
Woke up at 11.30 by my sister cause she couldn't find her things. Waited for my parents to wake up then went to have lunch at my house downstairs the foodcourt. After have to be home alone again like yesterday but my mom ask me to go to my aunt's house but I didn't want to. So stayed home again, but then sacha called me to go out and meet her, was really tired at that time and didn't want to go anywhere but laze at home. But ended up going out with her for awhile. Left house around 4.30 and head to tampines to meet her. Walked around tampines for awhile then went to eat haagen daz icecream while talking about things. Went to buy subway for dinner then headed home at 7. Reach home around 8 and was damn tired but I'm like still sitting here writing my blog. Watching journey to the centre of the earth also. Tomorrow have to go to school but feel damn lazy anyway, was supposed to go out for bowling with elina and her church friends but didn't go but nevermind. So I shall stop here now going to sleep soon, now waiting for my mom to come home first.

2009-10-18T17:10:00.002+08:00

Today went out with my family and went to parkway. My dad brought me to see Nikon D90!! So happy, and he almost buy it but he is still looking around cause there's place selling at a cheaper price so i will wait. So felt really down today before seeing D90. I really want the camera now!!! Anyway there is still so many things bothering me now and it is not because of anne and stefanie but someone else.

I don't know what you are planning to do but just want to tell you that I know everything.

You don't need to purposely annoy me by getting close to her to show me how close you two

are. You are obviously breaking our friendship up. Maybe you're jealous that you don't have

a true best friend like I do. But you do not have to do all these stunts just to make me jealous

you are even ignoring your own friends just to get close to her. If you want her so badly take

her but I can tell you, she do not like people who fake their real self. I know her well after 3

years together in the same class and being so close. If you are just going to continue this you

will know the outcome one day and feel devastated because you will lose all your friends. You

will never break my friendship with my friends. Stay out of my life seriously or just stop all

your stunts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-17T16:45:00.003+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER yesterday. Didn't post yesterday cause was too lazy. So went out with anne to suntc yesterday after last exam to buy for my sister her charger. Went shopping in a way also. Now i really have nothing to post already so will just stop here.

2009-10-12T21:27:00.002+08:00

Do you even get it? You say that its all your fault but you don't know. I didn't tell you my feelings and sometimes you don't tell me yours and i respect that cause everyone need their space but you don't seem to understand what I say when I told you everything about her. I know she is just a friend but she treats you more than that. If she were to lose you, I guess she would die. She doesn't even go to her actual best friends and instead she go to you. I told you she was pulling you away but you say she's not. Do you even know? I observe all the time and I know. I'm trying to save this friendship to but it some how isn't working out but I'm trying. I don't want to lose you and I know you don't want to lose us either. But she is coming in too much, she don't even go to her friends. And it is hard to tell you things when she is always around. I wanted to tell you everything but it is just so hard to find time that she isn't with you. I hope you actually get what I mean. I cried, and feel down because of this matter. If you actually spent sometime with us or more than her. We would actually be close but now it isn't doing well. We say things and we regret things. You must atually find out what kind of a person she is first before you say anything. I know her by observing and I am certain that she is pulling you away from us. Just think it through if you read this. Anyway I'm sorry that you think I was ignoring you but you should also tell me you feelings.

2009-09-30T17:27:00.002+08:00

I won't be posting so often these few days due to exams starting tomorrow. Hopefully everything will go out well with my studies. Tomorrow is English EOY but I'm not even revising now but will study after this post. 3 weeks with no post, so long right. Exams are so stretched out but its good, so have more time to study. Omg I feel like my english is becoming worst with the way I update my blog and all. Damn scared I fail everything and not get the camera of my dream, that is like my strengh to strive and study. Maybe, on Saturday going to study with anne and sonia, it depends even I don't think it will be on. So will stop here and try to update soon when I'm free. Can't wait till EOY is over.

2009-09-28T14:57:00.002+08:00

Heyhey, wanted to post yesterday but was completely busy. So on Saturday ended up going out with anne to shop and watch movie had fun. We went to marina to watch FAME and before that went walking around for awhile. After the movie, headed to Taka to follow anne go and buy the Khalil fong book that she wants then went to wisma cotton on to change my clothes. Then walk for awhile and decided to eat, so went to eat sakea sushi cause we won't be able to go out for 1 month due to EOY exams. Sadly stefanie couldn't come. Dinner-ed then went our separate ways.
On Sunday, went to aikido with my family and went for breakfast with my uncle without my sister cause she's doing martial arts. After that went to Mount Faber Safra to check out my mom and her friends small booth that they set up there. Stayed there for like 5-10 mins then left to follow my sister to eat breakfast and headed home to rest first then go Yishun to do some Lions Befrienders thing until 9pm then went to eat cause the food there damn dry.
Today in school lessons was okay had math CA and i think i will fail damn badly. Felt really irritated today but don't want to say anything. Seriously school have nothing exciting these days so i shall stop here. Have to do FnN coursework and its a lot so stress cannot think and don't even feel like studying. Haven't even started my revision for EOY yet have to start this week if not i will not get my camera!! Okay update soon.

2009-09-26T11:37:00.003+08:00

Missing the days.

Hey, its been awhile since I posted but I'm only starting from today. So today didn't go out even when I actually can but its okay. Tomorrow will be going to aikido with my sister and parents and after that will be heading to Mount Faber Safra to help my mom sell some things and maybe going for some walkaton thing for the Lions. I seriously have nothing to update these days cause so many things have happened for me. Family, friends it is just so hard to handle, some are best friends and some is just faking everything they are putting in front of me. Who knows which is the true side of them. Okay will stop here. Will not update so much for the time being cause of the upcoming EOY.

2009-09-18T18:31:00.002+08:00

Something is wrong at home again. There is a lot of tension even when i don't know what happen besides the fact i quarrelled with my sister again. So in school felt very irritated with someone as usual, she don't seem to have any friend in her class and have to follow us and i don't really like it cause if they found another friend obviously she will leave. Just hate school life now. We don't talk as often like last time even going out. You all are so busy and i know our exams are coming but its been a long time but fine if its because of study i don't mind but everytime when i ask you whether you want to go out to study together you always seem to ignore that question i ask even everything i say. I really don't know what you want from me, i'm trying to last our friendship but it so difficult with some interference of someone but i'm trying to ignore that and you don't seem to care. I know you so well but you don't know me i guess. You never know what i'm thinking and that is hard for me. I'm always there for you no matter what happen but its hard to tell you things and i really don't know what to do anymore just hope you even take notice that i'm really up set. Forget it i don't expect much from you so i will always be there for you whenever you need me. Hope you understand.
Wishing Our Friendship Will Last Forever even through the hard times.

2009-09-17T19:17:00.003+08:00

Today school was quite fun with the fact that we had pe. Something happen also but it okay now.

Sometimes you may feel invisable, like that don't treat you as a friend. No matter how much you try to save that friendship, it will always be difficult. I had my hard times last year and i don't want it to happen again. It seems like i am irritating all of you and an eye sore to all of you, i don't know but i do everything to protect the friendship we have cause of last year's incident i suffered a lot and i don't want it to happen again. We bacame friends again the beginning of this year and i was happy about it but now it seems to make me suffer again, i'm not sure myself. In school you see me happy and all but once i'm out of your sight, the sadness in me comes out where ever i am i feel the same way and if you read this i hope our friendship can still carry on as usual. I have so many things i want to tell you but sometime its hard to open up all my thought with you all. I hope that no matter where we stand our friendship can last, i don't want to regret what i have regretted last year hope you will understand. ILOVEYOU.

2009-09-16T19:40:00.002+08:00

Changed my blog skin again, think the other one is boring again.
Anyway its been a long time since i updated my blog so here it goes.
Didn't do much the past few weeks, so today had fnn CA 4 and i screwed it up cause everyone didn't study what was tested and our teacher also never tells us the important parts to study. We also got back our chem paper we did yesterday, and i got 4/10 quite satisfied with it cause i thought i will fail. So class went on as usual and then went home. Days have been boring so may not update that frequent.

2009-09-04T16:16:00.001+08:00

KILL ME NOW SO MY SUFFERINGS CAN STOP!
I DO NO NEED YOU TO RUIN ANY MORE TIME IN MY LIFE!

2009-08-11T17:12:00.000+08:00

HEYHEYHEY! I'm back from genting haha, had a fun three days there but just hate the bus ride. So on Saturday, woke up at 4.40am to perpare cause i want to bath in hot water haha. So after that my mom woke up and i went to call my sister up but everyone was like waiting for the toilet so she slept for awhile on the sofa. Packed some last minute stuff into the luggage then left at 6am. Reached golden mile at around 6.20am and waited for all my relatives to come before heading for the bus. During the 7 to 8 hours bus ride everyine was so tired that they slept everytime we were on the bus. Stopped for Breakfast at some restaurant which we everytime go when we go genting ate very little cause feeling a little unwell too. So after that headed for the road again and there was a jam when we were in KL. Reached genting around 4 plus cause the driver was driving damn slow when we were going up the hill. When we reached everyone was like FINALLY! Haha. On the first day we went shopping only and shockingly there are things to shop for the first time but i didn't follow my mom shopping cause wasn't feeling so well, went back to the hotel to rest for awhile and my aunty came back. So follow her and my cousin to the arcade to play some games and something happened there but don't want to explain it here cause will take up a lot of time. Went back to the hotel around 9 plus 10 and met my mom and my sister in the lobby and went up with them. Shockingly my mom bought something for me cause they don't usually buy things for me, then bath change and went to my sister's room to play there for awhile. Return to my room at 12 plus and sleep. Next day woke up at 7.45am prepare and went to my sister's room again haha then head down to have breakfast at Burger Kings and bought some things for my childhood friends and bestie. Then went to get the tickets for the outdoor theme park waited for like half an hour before getting the ticket cause the queue was damn long. So went out to play and the first rode we sat was the gold mine rollar coaster, we were like screaming for fun cause it wasn't even scary but my uncle was afraid to take rollar coaster so it was damn funny my sister keep pulling him to take every ride. Wanted to take the wet and wild but all my aunts didn't want so skipped that. Sat practically every ride except for the swing, corkscrew and the dragon. Saw lots of animals there too and there was a racoon it was super cute. Sat the 17 story drop and waited for like an hour before it was our turn damn fun i want to sit it again!!! For lunch we had pizza and a lot of things happened around our surrounding tables haha but still had a nice lunch. Wanted to go to the outdoor theme park again after that but sadly it rain so wanted to go sing and KTV but there wasn't any space so went to meet my parents for awhile. For dinner tried to go for K dinner and there was a place so ate dinner there. To tell the truth the dinner there was so much better that the restaurant in genting haha. SO sang for 2 hours then went to shop for a little while but i never buy anything. Went back to the hotel and bath change then head to my sister's room again stayed there until 12.45am then went back to my room and sleep. On the third day, slept in until 9am cause we didn't want to have breakfast. Went shopping for awhile then have dim sum for lunch and shopped for awhile again then went to check out and head for the bus bay. Waited for one hour before the bus came. On the bus felt like puking as usual dunno why. So sat on the stairs the whole ride back sad right, i know my back was damn pain. So when we were at the malaysia check point the was a massive jam. Waited around 1-2 hours before it was our turn. Next was the Singapore check point there was another jam only at the bus lane so waited another hour before reaching Singapore. Reached golden mile at 1.45am then waited for my grandfather to pick us up and reached home around 2 plus. Bathed, changed and slept at 3 plus. Didn't go to school today cause there wasn't much time to catch up on my sleep cause during the whole bus ride everyone was sleeping besides me cause the stairs was damn uncomfortable. Today woke up at 1.05pm and do my homework. Anyway will end here, have to do english and fnn homework. Update soon.
[p.s: pictures from genting are in my facebook.]

2009-08-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

Heyhey, will be on hiatus the next 3 days and heading off to genting, can't wait! Anyway will have to bring my homework and chemistry to do and study damn sad but i will still enjoy myself. Today never go to school think it was a waste of time, so at around 11 left for tampines to buy converse shoe to bring to genting and bought on high cut and one low cut and i love it. Meet jannah too cause she wants to go out. After tampines headed for town but went to suntec instead and i finally bought the FOX shorts that i want and have discount too so happy. So around 3.30 headed to aljunid to find jeslyn to do extension around her house, accompanied her eat her lunch too. Then headed home to pack my luggage for tomorrow. Now just finish packing and watching tv. Feel so excited for tomorrow haha all my relatives will be going also. an't wait for the roller coaster and cold weather. Update till here, will update again after 3 days and some pictures. Goodbye to Singapore!

2009-08-02T18:15:00.000+08:00

Today went to aikido with my family as my sister is taking martial arts lesson. Met sean, shane and seth, still feel damn sad for them mostly seth. So in the morning i felt a little ill as im having a cold and now im feel damn sick i don't think im going school tomorrow, i hope that will happen. So went out to eat and cut my fringe. And my sister cut and put some extention and im getting mine on friday. Later im still going to the doctor with my grandfather cause he is also not feeling well. Anyway haven't done any homework going to rush it tonight. Having a very bad headache so i shall stop here. Update later.

2009-08-01T18:33:00.000+08:00

Its been like 5 days since i updated my blog so i shall start from thurdays cuase i forgot what i did for the previous few days.
Thursday[30 July]
Went to school as usual, start class with math then PE and it was awesome during PE. During PE we played dodgeball and it was awesome cause our team won with the help of sonia! So after pe we had contact time with our form teacher and it was okay and had recess and the class after that was okay. When school ended had lunch with anne, kohkoh and janice. Then headed to 7-11 to get poccari sweat and some sweets to eat during cca cause my cca it damn slack. So cca starts at 3 and went to the computer lab for cca cause the math room was off limit on that day. For cca we had to do a proposal for ice cream shop and the teachers like our proposal cause we name our shop freezing point. So ended at 5 and headed home to attend some dinner at defu lane. Jeslyn went to so wasn't that bored. Chatted with her a lot and camwhored a little had like maybe 9 over dish for dinner and was damn full. Reached home around 11.30pm and head to bed cause i was damn tired after a long day.
Friday[31 July]
Went to school and started with 3 period of chemistry lesson and then pc. During pc our form teacher interviewed some of us including me but it was quite fast. After that had recess and some boring class after that. After school, had lunch with anne, stefanie, sonia, najwa, julienne and ally. It was super funny laughed until our stomach was damn pain cause sonia, ally and najwa was joking around. Went to 7-11 after that to get poccari sweat again haha slowly getting addicted to it. After that went back to school and help out with the NDP celebration on friday [07 August. Waited for the teacher to come then they start rehearsing. Did some work before that then play around was rather funny also. Rehears until 6 plus then head home.
Today
A very boring day. Woke up around 12 plus supposed to cut my hair today but my mom decided not to so stayed home the whole day. Watch tv for the whole day then around 6 plus talk to sasha on msn until 7 plus then called her and chatted. Did some catching up cause we didn't talk for some time and she wanted to talk to someone while she went to buy food cause she's alone, but when it was around 7.30pm her battery went flat so never talk to her already. Nothing to update already will end here.
Update soon.

2009-07-26T17:48:00.000+08:00

Saturday
Meet anne at tampines interchange and head over to tampines mall to get things at popular. After that we went to macs for lunch and she told me all the work i missed on friday, chat about some other stuff also. Later went to tampines one and walk for some time and we realise that the rooftop is open, so went up there and talk again. The place was damn relaxing but its was damn hot at the same time haha. So stayed there for maybe an hour or so then left. Went to LG phone shop and saw so many nice phone and i want LG viewty 2 or LG joy it is damn nice. So went to eat frolicks and wanted to buy some back but didn't in the end, anyway saw andrea there also. Anne was going to meet her friend so i left first then she took a train to bedok to meet her friend and i went to take bus 72 and head home.

Sunday
Went to tanglin cc as my sister have aikido left the place at 10.30am and head to scotts to watch harry potter with my parents. Ate subway then went to wisma to collect my sister's camera then went to tangs cause my mother need to spend off her $20 voucher. Didn't see anything she like but my sister did and my mother bought for her a $89 shoe cause my sister angry that i always get the things that i want wth is not even true so next watch the movie at 1.30pm and i was about to sleep cause i was damn tired and i watch the movie already but managed to stay awake. After the movie we head straight home and now posting this. Going to do my lit later so i don't have to worry about it tomorrow and have to write a letter for school also.

2009-07-24T18:10:00.003+08:00

Today, woke up at 8.15a.m went to bath and prepare to head to my aunty house. Was the last time being able to see her and it was very sad. Cried a lot. So we reached there around 9.45a.m and stayed there prayed and all and left for the mandai cremation place around 11.45a.m (i think). We had to walk a distance first before getting on the bus to take us there and while walking all the people related to her were screaming and shouting her name and it was damn scary. So took the bus there and went to one of the hall to do some ritual before sending her off. We all cried very badly, couldn't believe she's not in my life anymore. So after the ritual went into on of the viewing gallery and i didn't even see anything cause this damn tall guy keep blocking me so irritating. As i was saying, everyone screamed again and some was about to faint. So after watching all of that, we went back to my aunty's place to have lunch and the food they prepare is damn sucky. Everyone said that the soup had no taste but i didn't try cause wasn't that hungry. Stayed at her house until late afternoon around 4 plus and left for home. So now i'm typing this and maybe tomorrow meeting anne for lunch or breaskfast so i can get my homework from her. Overall, today is a damn sad day feel very sad for her and mostly my childhood friend. Will end here for today, update soon again.

2009-07-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

Ahahaha..today school was okay. Had PE but playd only half way as i was having a super duper damn bad cramps, it sucks. Anyway, after PE had contact time but the teacher didn't come into the class so was rather slack. Had reccess after that and we got down damn early cause the queue haven't started forming up so everyone in class was damn happy. After reccess, had social studies and it was damn boring i rather have my last semester teacher back but dunno where he went. He just disappeared before our mid year exams, what a teacher. So school ended early today at 1.45 pm. Had lunch with anne, kohkoh, dhania and sonia. I wasn't feeling so well at that time, then later sheena, annabel and janice joined us at the table and we chated for awhile before we parted. Had cca today and had to assemble early cause goingout of school to ask for donation to the children cancer society. It was okay and teamed up with sarah sulaiman and aida. Went around katong mall and roxy square. I swear the people are so stingy, they keep avoiding us when we stand at one place but nevermind wanted to slack anyway but collected quite a sum so we were satisfied. After that i bused home straight after cca as i have to attend my aunty's wake so reach home around 6.15pm. and walk very fast from the bus stop to my house cause everyone is waiting for me. Stayed at the wake until 10.45pm and left cause have to wak up early to send my aunty off, so i will be skipping school. Happy, sad and scared at the same time. Still feel very sad for my childhood friends, CHEER UP! So sorry couldn't help you in anything. Now feeling very tired cause have been out for the whole day, going to slep soon and will cry a lot tomorrow. Stay safe everyone, NIGHT!
Will update soon.

2009-07-22T17:21:00.002+08:00

HAHA changed my blog skin again and this time it is a cute one. Today in school was okay but we have to bring back all our books just for 1 day WTH.. irritating make my shoulder so pain. Anyway feeling better already but not going for the wake today cause my sister and my childhood friend not going so my mom told me not to go but tomorrow is a must cause is the last day of her wake and the last visit before her funeral. OMG i feel so sad for her sons [aka my childhood friend also]. Not going to school on friday and my mom allow cause is the last time seeing her and i WANT to send her off. Tried to be more hyper in school this few days cause for the past 2 days was a bit down because of her departing the world. [REST IN PEACE after the pain and suffeing you've gone through. EVRYONE WILL MISS YOU!]. Urgh having cramps damn hate it to the core. Okay shall end here, update soon.

2009-07-21T17:20:00.006+08:00

Sorry so long never post but during the weekend there has been a lot of things going on. Firstly on Saturday went out with anne and kohkoh to tampines to watch harry potter, it was nice but the ending sucks. Can't wait till the next one comes out. So after the movie went to tampines 1 to get somethings for my sister then head to town. Wanted to go to Ion orchard but was only for invited people to ended up going to wisma and taka. Stayed there for maybe half an hour then took a train to clarke quay and stay around singapore river for awhile then head to esplanade on our way there bought subway and went there to eat. Lucky we got there early cause they closed the path to the roof top garden. So camwhored a while then went home. Next on Sunday, actually thought was going out with anne and kohkoh again but in the end did not, so followed my mom to the hospital to visit her bestfriend which is my aunty. She had cancer for 2 years and now it went very bad and everyone there was crying includong me, stayed at the hospital from 2 plus 3 to around 5 plus 6 before heading home cause my uncle wanted us to rest but little did we know, by the time it was late evening, she went into a coma and everyone was shocked so rushed down with my mom again to see her. When we got there, there was so many people outside her ward, so me and my mom went in and i was damn scared cause its like i so long never see her and when i do, she's already about to leave. So called my sister to rush down to see her and it was damn sad cause she have 3 son and the youngest one is only 7 years old!! Can you imagine! So poor thing. Stayed at the hospital until 10 then my other aunty send us home. When we got home was really tired but couldn't sleep until like 12 plus 1. Then on Monday very early morning around 3 plus, my aunty called my mom and said she's gone, at first i did not know where my mom go cause i only saw her leave the room, so when i woke up at 5.30, i sms her to ask her where she went. And she replyed me saying that she was on her way home but my aunty was already gone. When i read the sms i straight away cried. Omg is like so sad and i didn't know that on sunday was my last time seeing her. But still went to school as usual but cried in school cause i still can't accept the fact that she's gone. So in the afternoon, i followed my mother to her wake and cried again so went home around 10 plus and was damn tired already so bath and went to sleep. Anyway [sean, shane ,seth] STAY STORNG OKAY!
[WE WILL MISS YOU A LOT! MAY YOU REST IN PEACE UNDER GODS ARM]
Today went to school it was okay but was still sad but could concentrate better. But today i can't go for her wake cause tomorrow have FnN test and chinese compo writing and have to rush for literature hw cause teacher wants it by tomorrow. Anyway got to go now and do my work, will update soon.

2009-07-10T18:34:00.002+08:00

Hey here to update again after so long.

This whole week went out with anne and kohkoh.

And it was the bomb, on wed we went to tampines

and kohkoh brought her CANON D500. Cause they

need to do art, so went to pasta mania and eat first.

After eating we went to take some pictures but ended up

taking candid of each other and was damn fun. And kohkoh

accidentally drop her phone into the pond omg so funny,

but lucky its still working haha. After that went to tampines

one to walk for awhile then went to sit at the roof and took

pictures. We all went damn high cause we did the multi shot

and got so many unglam haha if you want to see and go FB.

So later went to frolick to eat yogurt and took a little picture

there then went off around 5.30.

Today went to tampines again haha, cause kohkoh and anne

wants to eat frolick again so went to the food court for lunch

and eat jap food. Then went to courts wanted to see D90

but they didn't display. So walked over to Tampines one and

took pictures again at the same place that we went on wed.

We went high when i said to take multi shots again cause we

all were quite tired. So slack there for 1 hour then left to have

frolick. So after eating kohkoh went to meet her mom and me

and anne went off so that's the day ended now at home going

to bath after this. Tomorrow kohkoh and anne suppose to come

to my place and do baking but ended up going out with anne,

kohkoh, sacha and natasha to vivo and maybe just head over to

sentosa for awhile haha can't wait. Awesome week today but was

draggy because of school anyway got to go update soon!

2009-07-04T19:26:00.002+08:00

Yay! Today went out with anne and kohkoh.

Woke up 7.30 to get ready then left at 9 and i didn't

know that anne is meeting kohkoh at 10 at bedok so

i reach city hall mrt damn early so waited to them.

When they reach we first went to esplanade rooftop

to take some pictures for their art but we ended up

playing haha so fun. After that we walked all the way

to suntec to eat pepper lunch, also took some pictures

there and plan where to go next so we decided to go

to singapore flyer. We walk from suntec to the flyer

under the scortching heat of the sun and our feet was

already hurting. On our way there we saw people going

to the floating platform to reherse for 2009 ndp pity them

anyway when we got there we started taking pictures again

and there is a lot of unglam shot haha so walked around and

went to 7-11 to get drinks cause we are going to walk back

to marina but on our way back we decided to go to the

merlion so rested there for awhile also after that went

over to marina. Then we decided to go k box since there

is nothing else to do and the weather was so hot and i

finally got membership for k box. So sang for around

3 hours and left. I can't wait to get the pictures we

took today from kohkoh, it was soo fun but the weather

was such a spoiler but i had fun.

Pictures will be up soon, will end here now!

2009-06-29T16:23:00.002+08:00

Today is the start of a new semester and I'm super tired now

cause yesterday sleep very late and we change English teacher

again. It seems like we change teacher every term and it suck

cause it is really affecting the whole class. We also had 3 periods

of math lessons today. Imagine on the first day we have to suffer

3 lessons of math. Anyway i still have to finish up my FnN work

left the last part to do and English too haven't even touch on it

and now have additional math homework but its easy so its okay.

Lizhen ask me whether I want to go for Caroline farewell party

but it really weird cause all her other friends will be there and

its rather awkward for me to go but i will consider cause she's

leaving on July 3rd to study overboard and i thought of getting

her a polariod for her farewell gift but i don't know if i can get in

time to give her so i will see how if i'm able to. Okay got to go do

my work already, next update coming soon.

2009-06-27T12:15:00.002+08:00

Updating again after so long.

Yesterday went out with jeslyn to east coast to cycle and it

was fun. First i went to her place to meet her and went for

lunch at macs before heading to east coast. We then waited

for bus 155 to head to paya lebar then change bus to 135.

When we got there, we went to ntuc to buy some snacks so

we can relax on the beach also. When we got to east coast

we rented bicycles and ride until we were half way reaching

changi then turned back. On our way back we stopped for

a drink at the hawker centre and the sugar cane we drank

was awesome after a long ride. Then we continued our journey

back to the rental shop. After that we went to the rocks to

rest for awhile before heading to my house for dinner. And

the tide was damn high but very relaxing. So rested around

45 min then head to subway to get cookies and sat there to

enjoy the aircon for awhile. Then went through the underpass

and took bus 43 to my house. So that the end for yesterday.

As for today, i just woke up not long and now posting this

but i have to rush for my english homework the whole day

cause i haven't even started and i also have to complete my

FnN homework which washalf way done but it's okay cause

i'm not going anywhere already ao sad and i only went out

two times through the whole holidays, how pathetic. So now

off to eat my brunch then off to do homework.

Next update coming soon!

2009-06-19T19:06:00.003+08:00

Heyho, here to update again after a long time haha..

Today went to iluma with anne and sacha and believe it,

it's the first time I go out during the holidays haha..

anyways..first I met anne at bugis then walked over to

iluma, bought the movie tickets first and walk around for

a while waiting for sacha at the same time after that we went

to eat at some noodle place and sacha came..plathen we went

to watch the firstmovie which is "Ghosts of Girlfriends Past",

the movie wasvery draggy but it's okay at least it's nice.

At first we justthought of watching one movie but sacha said

she wanted to watch one more so we just go along with it but

it was fun. So once the movie finish we went to buy the ticket for

"Drag Me To Hell"..it was an awesome show but it's seriously scary

the whole time I was like covering my eyes it is too shocking haha,

after the movie, sadly me and anne had to keep to our curfew and

have to head home cause the movie finish around 5 plus..but today

was fun hope to go out with anne and sacha again, they are such

awesome friends and love them loads!!! So reached home around

6.55pm and now its damn bored, just hate staying home with my

mom all she does is just play her computer and my show only

start at 8 so sad haha..anyway going to eat then bath so just stop here.

2009-06-08T17:44:00.008+08:00

OMG!!!
So freaking pissed off with facebook not being able to upload
the pictures i want to upload...so irritating!!!!!!!! I shall upload
here instead, its soo much better and the pictures are from
family day on Saturday the 30th of may..

2009-05-15T15:17:00.002+08:00

Whoo!! Exams are officially over!

Actually not really cause still got fnn prac but still no more

paper exams finally. Hope i pass most of my subjects if not

i will get hell from my mother again like last term. Haha now

watching channel 102! again its just so nice unless chinese

is not your type then don't bother.

Tag me people and tell me your link also.

2009-05-11T15:40:00.002+08:00

Heyho,

here to update again..woke up around 11.45 and ate pasta

for branch then used the computer for awhile and went to

the room and study for FnN and Math. Then my sister cam home

from school after her exams and my mother is out for lunch

with her friends so i'm alone at home just now. Today is boring

and i can't get anything inside my mind its so distracting at home

anyways, still studied a little and later i'm still going to study

some more so update more soon. Signing out!

2009-05-04T18:40:00.003+08:00

Hey,

today was alright in school, it was all study and temperatue

taking. But got quite bored after awhile cause i'm sitting at

the back to the class at the corner. I'm now thinking whether

to change to livejournal cause its much better i guess but if i

do everyone would think, why would i suddenly change when

I'm using blogger just fine. Anyways, who cares its just a place

to write your feelings, it doesn't matter much. Now i'm

supposed to study but i don't have the mood, exams already

started but it still feels like i'm on holiday, so weird. Anywho

i'm going to eat soon so i'll just write till here :]

2009-04-26T21:14:00.003+08:00

These few days you see me as something invisible and i don't feel much about it if you want to treat me that way i'm fine with it...just cause you have a boyfriend you can lie to me and not talk to me i don't care i know everyone hates me now and i dn't care cause everyone don't see me anymore, if i were to treat you like that i wonder how you feel even though now i'm friends with anne i still thought you were my friend but it seems i was wrong, now i think i only have some friends that i trust even though sometime it hurts thinking about everything and sometimes about my family and now my sister even scold me for hanging with you and it may really be a mistake i'm still not sure but who cares as long as i'm still living that is all that matters.

2009-04-07T17:46:00.003+08:00

heyho..here to update again.
omg my blog is soo dead damn long never update cause got no time, busy doing school work and studying for ca2 and mid year exam and i damn scared i fail..haha
now watching tv channel 102 and it rocks if only you like to watch taiwan show haha..so bored now anyways i will be going for a chalet and for my new baby cousin 1 month and people say he is super cute, can't wait to see him haha just a few more day and a long holiday coming along yay!

2009-02-27T21:03:00.003+08:00

OMG...today is like the most tiring day of my life cause i went out with qiuqi to celebrate her 15th birthday and in some way at the end i got rather pissed off but i won't say it here befure some people read and ask me stuff. Not saying that i'm really angry, its just really weird..i'm carrying my school cycling and you all just speed off..okay nevermind about that but you should at least think of this point right??? Okay i shall not say anymore.. tomorrow i'm going out with anne, sacha, kohkoh and assyura and we are going ot to watch a movie and we want to watch HORROR!!!! haha so fun..i think i enjoy more time with them tha you know who but sometimes it gets really fustrating..i'm soo tired but i have to last until 12 to watch my show sad sad day. Sometimes it gets soo stress handle two of you best friends who are not close, its soo tiring in a way that you don't know who to follow and who to give your time to. What to do if you give more time to the first one the other one will feel left out and even sometimes i feel that way and its weird. I'm thinking too much okay relax relax.. i shall stop here and continue tomorrow, signing out!!

2009-02-15T21:29:00.003+08:00

omg CA 1 is starting next week and there will also be 2.4 run on thursday so irrritating la..what to do. now damn stress and i have to hlep my sister change her freaking t-shirt at topshop tomorrow wth la just because she don't like the colour and i got my tongue piercing back again but it seems this time it hurts even more don't even know why..but i'm still happy with it haahaa..

2009-02-14T21:00:00.009+08:00

today me, anne and assyura went to kohkoh's place. and its all about candid photos today..haha!!

2008-12-21T11:09:00.004+08:00

Went for christmas caroling yesterday, it was quite fun but at the same time no that enjoying cause my sister is not there and my cousin had a fight with this small girl and boy that is super irritating but me and jeslyn took a lot of pics in the bus haha super funny la post the pictures later.

2008-12-13T19:04:00.004+08:00

feeling so bored at home cause i need to rest my leg when i fell in wednesday and the doctor say it will take very long to heel because i hurt my foot sole and it may take weeks to heel. now i can't go out anymore for the rest of the holiday cries. hopefully my father bought my school boks cause he's asking one of his driver to buy anyways tomorrow have to go to punggol cc to help out with some event held by the lions club of goldhill and we have to sing some carols for them haha.

2008-12-09T20:49:00.003+08:00

today jeslyn came to my house and was supposed to go for christmas caroling but it was last minute cancelled and the people in charge never even tell us so bustard and the practice is postponed to tomorrow but jeslyn and cousins may not be able to come sad sia but its okay cause i'm meeting her on thurs again haha.
peace out! haha

2008-11-24T23:16:00.003+08:00

Today, left for mount alvernia hospital to accompany my mommy for her operation and i can say its the sadest and scarest day of my life cause seeing my mother in soo much pain hurts me a lot and i cried a lot today, i can't help it cause the tears just keeps flowing. She keep vomiting and seeing her in soo much pain makes me want to cry. Later in the evening my grandma and my god-cousin came to accompany me cause i was alone with my mother and seriously alone there is scary so around 7.10pm, we left for toa payoh lions nursing home for christmas carollingand not much people came today and now i have to sing a solo to a song 'away in a manger' and that song is soo nice. After this super long day went home and now typing this. Tomorrow i have to leave early to the hospital to take care of my mother so i will be super tired again.

2008-11-23T18:44:00.003+08:00

Today, followed my sister to aikido with my family and half way through aunty sabrina called and ask whether me and my sister want to follow them go cycling at pasir ris park at first we didn't think we can go but in the end we did. It was soo fun and my baby cousin was there too! We cycled half way, we rested and bought ice cream to eat and we were almost struck by lightning so we speeded back and left for some light snack before going home. Next week we may be doing the same thing but there is more, we will go cycling at pasir ris then go to my uncle house for swimming and after that we feast with a buffet but now i'm afraid that we can't go cause my mother is still recovering from her surgery which she will have on monday which is tomorrow!

2008-11-18T20:44:00.003+08:00

YAY!!!
I finally rebonded my hair..haha. Super happy now cause last time my hair is super ugly.
Now i want Sony A350K camera!!
hope i can get it by this year oh dear god please let me get that camera!

2008-11-08T22:39:00.003+08:00

yesterday and today was painting the house and its was soo tiring..haha but it was fun. these few days i've been watching you're my destiny and its so nice haha. i'm so bored these few days and i keep injuring myself this days, my hand hurts so badly..anyway going back to my show update next time.

2008-10-31T16:49:00.005+08:00

THE FUN WE HAD WAS NEVER FORGOTTEN

2008-10-30T22:16:00.008+08:00

I DESPERATELY WANT SONY A350K!!!!!!

i'm going crazy about this camera! haha.

2008-10-08T15:40:00.003+08:00

YAY! no more exams! hahaha

tomorrow maybe going to amira's house for hari raya.

today was damn fun..me, assyura and qiu qi went parkway.

then walk around in parkway for awhile and playing at the sametime..haha

then we went up to the office building to slack for awhile before going home

me and assyura keep jumping and playing around while qiu qi video it all

and i'm going to upload the video soon there are also some pictures so..

wait for a few days. woohoo..lol.

2008-10-05T18:38:00.002+08:00

study study study...
sooo hope exams are over.
tomorrow is SCIENCE!!!!!!!!!
damn scared i fail T.T